Me and Pops don’t talk, Moms is sick
Ex-girlfriend says I’m not shit
I can’t never really argue with
Life of a ni**a, wish I could pause this shit
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the nights turn black
And the days be green
Situations make it seem, like I’m losing everything.
In the face of it all
I remain with my name, and my brain, and my boss
I refused to be stopped
My heart speaks wise, Ima trust that shit.
Failure made me fall in love
Depression let me fuck her twice
Envy used to suck my dick
But fuck them souls, I proposed to life.
I’m engaged in the faithful,
Living home with the likes of the grateful.
We the type that’ll fight ‘til we die
With the prize on our mind
If it’s all that it takes to.
Heard every single thing you’ve been wishin’
For, even when it comes to fruition.
You remember how it felt when you didn’t
Live life, you were just existing?
I’m a wreck today
Same clothes on as yesterday
Tryin’ to take the pain in my head away
Advil don’t work so I guess that I gotta find a better way
Lookin’ at the keys that I pressed to play
Music take my stress away.
Two dollar bills – what’s left today
Gotta try to make this stretch today.
How did I fall so far?
With my head up in the clouds
And my eyes up in the stars
And my heart down on the ground.
Beat up, bruised, and scarred.
I never thought it would be this hard.