Confused Lyrics

On which side am I?
This one or this one
I'm so messed up

On which side am I?
This one or this one
I'm so messed up
And I can't fuckin' understand
What's going on
I've found myself
Cut in a position - once again
That i'm don't know
If that's the way
That i wanted it to be

And I'm so confused
Was sure we're going
In a special direction
Guess I was wrong again
Can't seem to find an answer or salvation

The TV is shut
Yeah i'm alone again
Thinking of where i was
Where i've been
My walls are white
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But i see only black
It can't be you
Cause i don't think
That your shadow
Is that big

And I'm so confused
Was sure we're going
In a special direction
Guess I was wrong again
Can't seem to find an answer or salvation

Sometimes it feels so weird
And I don't know what to decide
This side or this side
My mind is so messed up
Can I manage on my own?
Or do I need you by my side
To help me clear my doubts
And to find my way out