kill myself Lyrics

I'm gonna clean the house
I'm gonna fix the fence
In my final hours

I'm gonna clean the house
I'm gonna fix the fence
In my final hours
I'm gonna tie up these loose ends

I won't leave a note for anyone to find
Tomorrow they'll know
What I've done here tonight

The drastic steps I've taken
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me so what the Hell

I fought, I lied, I drank too much
Hurt everyone I've ever touched
And just how much I've hurt you, it's hard to tell

This is not some cry for help
It's goodbye, I wish you well
Because I love you
I'm gonna kill myself

Now, who is that in my easy chair
Now, wait a minute
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That's the old me sittin' there

And I thank God, the Devil in me died
'Cause I stand before you, now
A man changed and alive

The drastic steps I've taken
Were just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me so what the Hell

I fought, I lied, I drank too much
Hurt everyone I've ever touched
And just how much I hurt you, it's hard to tell

This is not some cry for help
It's goodbye I wish you well
Because I love you
I had to kill Myself

I'm gonna clean the house
I'm gonna fix that fence
In my final hours
I'm gonna tie up these loose ends