The Scene Aesthetic - Landon's Summer Diary Lyrics

I have friends that I haven't seen since I can't remember when*
That I hold dear to me
And I wish that I could spend a lot more time with them
But I wont pretend that will happen
I've got family, that I try and call at least once or twice a week
That mean the world to me
And I hope I get some time with them eventually
But I guess we'll wait and see

Cause I've been falling apart
Always wishing I was there
Holding you in my heart
And I can't seem to let go
Of the things that mean the most to me
And now I've spent so much time
Doing things I never cared
And I know that you're proud
But I cant seem to let go
Of the things that mean the most to me
You mean the most to me
You mean to most to me

I met a girl
Who doesn't care about
My name and never would
Who understands me like nobody ever could
Now I'm counting down
Until I get back to her
So why can't I just focus on the things
That matter in my life
I feel distracted, like I'm wasting precious time
That I'll never get back
But I'm looking left and right
Finding myself off the track
Constantly reminded of the life that I am missing
And I can't thank you enough for holding onto me

Cause I've been falling apart
Always wishing I was there
Holding you in my heart
And I can't seem to let go
Of the things that mean the most to me
And now I've spent so much time
Doing things I never cared
And I know that you're proud
But I cant seem to let go
Of the things that mean the most to me
You mean the most to me

Whether you're a best friend or a lover
A father or a brother
Our love for one another
Will guide this heart back home

Cause I've been falling apart
Always wishing I was there
Holding you in my heart
And I can't seem to let go
Of the things that mean the most to me
And now I've spent so much time
Doing things I never cared
And I know that you're proud
But I cant seem to let go
Of the things that mean the most to me
You mean the most to me
You mean the most to me