The Cast Of Buffy The Vampire Slayer - Drawn To The Fire Lyrics

Every single night the same arrangement
I go out and fight the fight, still I always feel this strange estrangement
Nothing here is real, nothing here is right
I've been making shows of trading blows

Just hoping no one knows
That I've been going through the motions
Walking through the part
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart

I was always brave and kind of righteous
Now I find I'm wavering
Crawl out of your grave, you'll find this fight
Just doesn't mean a thing

She ain't got that swing, thanks for noticing
She is pretty well with things from hell
But lately we can tell that she's been going through the motions
Faking it somehow

She's not even half the girl she
Will I stay this way forever?
Sleepwalk through my life's endeavor?
How can I repay

Whatever!
I don't want to be going through the motions
Losing all my drive, I can't even see
If this is really me and I just want to be alive