Suckers - Lydia Lyrics

Didn't I hustle
Wasn't I convincing too
Hadn't I noticed all the little things about you
Wasn't I nervous
Was it just acting a shame
Didn't I pluck the expectations from my brain
Didn't I change you
or is it me that has changed
Wasn't I jealous
Didn't you call me insane
Was it your good looks or you actually that vain?
Didn't I muster,
All the muscle in me
Didn't I grow up to find you gnawing at my body

Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Stay high

Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Stay high

She rides around on a dozen horses, in cold and rain and snow
Wipes off her makeup if the boys aren't acting impossible to both(?)
Every time i get a bright idea she says no get out just go
There's too much riding on our (???) (???) just to grow, expand, expose

Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Stay high

Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Stay high

Didn't I play nice
Didn't I cover my tracks
Was it a mistake or a chromosome you lack
Hadn't I noticed you were not looking so well
Was it just deja vu or another of those fading spells

Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Stay high

Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Stay high

Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Stay high

Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Lydia la la la la la la la la
Stay high