Staind - bonus on dysfunction:til im not alive Lyrics

STAIND
dysfunction
bonus on dysfunction:til im not alive
well i know the words
but i cant really speak them
can you?
and i hide all the pain
that ive gained with my wisdom
from you
and im eating alive
that what i hold inside
all the things that i live with
i cant easily hide
and im left here with nothing
nothing to live for
but you
its not easy to hide
all this damage inside
and ill carry you with me
until im not alive
and you looked at my face
and it seemed just as ugly
for you
i cant seem to erase
all the scars i have lived with
from you
im so sick of this place
that sticks to my heart
well you i cant figure
what im all about
and im left here with nothing
nothing to live for
but you
its not easy to hide
all this damage inside
ill carry you with me
til im not alive