I kept my thoughts buried in side.
An impulse that came naturally.
Sometimes I feel true self has died
and I've replace him with abnormalities.
And I can't feel safe anymore.
And I can't feel pain anymore
there's just this hole that's deep inside.
A place my soul used to reside.
And when you went away,
you took what's left inside.
What part of me remained
has all been pushed aside.
And I never told you then
what I'm about to say right now
that you were right to leave
and I just figured that out now.
So much of my anger written down,
It was all misplace hostility,
at night I drove streets up and down
trying to accept that reality.
More red eyes.
The sunrise seemed like my enemy.
Kill this away.
It's time to change my reality.