Otep - Selfmade Lyrics

No, no, no, into the defect
The reason, the source
Of all this misery
And extract it forever

What heals me, kills me

I'm a natural assassin
A massacre in action
I've never known remorse
Or felt any compassion

This is my drug of choice
The reason demons rejoice
My rage remains a beast untamed
I bet you'll remember me now

Glutton, I am heartbreak and depression
Regret without redemption
A wounded animal
Afraid of my reflection

I am an epidemic
This is the crime of passion
The willing weak deserve defeat
The penance will be savage

I bet you'll remember me now
I bet you'll remember me now

Bi-polar, self-abortion
Mind fuck, can't escape
These chains pf shame
I'm stuck swollen in the mud

Barely standing still
Hungry for the hunt
And the thrill of the kill

Come on

I've always been a shadow
Content with my disease
You'll never see it coming
'Cause you never notice me

Unload
Words are the remedy
Words are the remedy

What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me

What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
The plague rages on

I've built myself
Out of ash and agony
I am ready
I am I

I am my own creation
I am self-made
I am my own creation
I am self-made
I am my own creation
I am self-made

Destroyers
I am I
A bone heals
A bruise fades
But art is forever