Mnemic - Closed Eyes Lyrics

It's hard to forgive a man who bought revenge with his soul
A vein injected with a mans life and his goals
It's in my face, it hurts and I fall into a hollow sphere
Well, I don't want that to happen to me

I don't want to see what my face might be
Damn your shameful lies
As my conscience, it dies

Stop and listen as silence roars out in the night
One can't fake that anger and oh, it's shining so bright
Or is this my fault? I will light it up to see
I will light it up

I don't really see, I don't want to be, is this my fault?
I don't see, inside of me a moment turns to infinity

I don't want to see what my face might be
Damn your shameful lies
As my conscience, it dies

I just might hurt you my friend

All that was left for me
Was destructive in misery
I blame you for all that I did
It's eating me bit by bit

How can all this be true
I blame it all on you
Electrocuted with a sense of loss
Anxiety will see me through

Flipping through the pages of a mind that hurts me
Sometimes I wish that I could exit from this seat of pain
I'm fuckin' placed in and let it go

Flipping through the pages of a mind that hurts me
Sometimes I wish that I could exit from this seat of pain
I'm fuckin' placed in and let it go

You tell me what you think of me
And my sense of energetic rage
Compiled into a ball of anxiety

Do I need your help?
Do I need you?