Meja - Scum Like Me Lyrics

There's a part of me who just can't see
Why you believe in a scum like me
I don't care no more of your honesty
Just tell me why, tell me why do you believe
In a scum like me?

It's early morning
I feel like I been hit by a car
I thought something was wrong with me
I was different

Standing on the outside looking in
All the happy people
Smiling their way through life
Not even close to sin
Acting in joy, pain within

All my worries, stupid thoughts
Never seemed to come to and end
I try to pretend, locked myself in
Never share, never talk
Not even to my closest friends

What happened to this child
From where did she get
That self destructive side?
Where along the road was she told
That she was not good enough to being loved?

Accusing myself
I am not worth this good
There needs to come a wolf from the woods
What I wanted years ago
To be seen and loved and cared for

So now Instead of being proud
I run away and hide
'Cause I feel like I have fooled you all
Then you finally look under the surface
And you'll see all this

You think so big and strong
Is just little me, a fake, all along