Ks Choice - Julian Lyrics

I was feeling awful and I had too much to drink
And I could only get a bit better if I just knew what to think
I wanted to caress you and to hold you in my arms
I wanted you to touch me while you strangled me with charms
Raise your glass for love, for Julian
I took you to my bedroom with just one thing to do
And only seconds later you were me and I was you
And in silence there together, with the moon born on that vine
My mother woke me up and asked me whether I was fine
This one goes out to you, my Julian
You were too beautiful to look at and to talk with far too kind
So all that's left is a picture of you scratched, inside my mind
Raise your glass for love, for Julian, my Julian