Heather Headley - I Wish I Wasn't Lyrics

I'm home alone again and your out hangin' with your friends
So you say, somehow I know it's not quite that way
It's getting pretty late and you haven't checked on me all day
When I called, you didn't answer
Now I'm feelin' like your ignorin' me

I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
It just ain't fair the way you treat me
No, you don't deserve me

Wasted my time thinkin' 'bout you
And you ain't never gon' change
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So I wouldn't feel this way

When you touch me my heart melts
Anything you did wrong I forgave, yeah
So you play me and take advantage
Of the love that I feel for you

Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you that's why I'm so mad
Now I'm drownin' in disappointment
And it's hard for me to even look at you

I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
It just ain't fair the way you treat me
No, you don't deserve me

Wasted my time thinkin' 'bout you
And you ain't never gon' change
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So I wouldn't feel this way

You said you cared 'bout me
But from what I see, I ain't feelin' that, so I disagree
Gave you all my love and understanding
Yeah, and you treated me like your enemy

So leave me alone, don't want nothin' from you
Just go back where you came from
This house is no longer your home
You're not welcome no no no more, no more

I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
It just ain't fair the way you treat me
No, you don't deserve me

I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
It just ain't fair the way you treat me
No, you don't deserve me

Wasted my time thinkin' 'bout you
And you ain't never gon' change
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So I wouldn't feel this way