Evergrey - December 26th Lyrics

I recall the bright light descends
Something possession over me
I remember when the nightmares began
On that cold night of December 26th

What it is but I lost all control, can't you see
I'm condemned by the past that close in my history?
I don't want to be like this no more
You can't see what I mean but you would
If you saw all the sight that I have seen

I cross my heart in hope to see, to see
What I saw was not a part of me
Dig inside yourself and you shall feel
But dig deep and you become like me

I hate to see one more get lost like I
To those big black eyes
December

Words are spoken makes me fear
The world that now reigns over me
I was strong but now weak and I fall with my tears
Can't you please make [Incomprehensible]

I don't know what it is but I lost all control, can't you see
I'm condemned by the past that close in my history?
I don't want to be like this no more
You can't see what I mean but you would
If you saw all the sight that I have seen

Please don't let your eyes meet mine
I've seen it all before
'Cause the eyes mirror the soul

I hate to see one more get lost like I
Those big black eyes
December 26th
Those big black eyes

I hate to see one more get lost like I
To those big black eyes
December 26th
Those big black eyes
Big black eyes, big black eyes