Esham - My Understanding is Zero Lyrics

My understanding is zero for the simple fact, I'm not a hero
Born broke, beat up and always acting evil
I'm playin' for keeps, I gots to carry my shank
Keep my hands on my thang while I'm checkin' my bank

I gots nothin' to lose and I'd rather be six feet deep
I sing the blues 'cause I'm deep and I don't sleep
My understanding's zero watchin' channel fuzz
I don't like the fuzz, I'm like was not was

And if I was not, then I was not or will be
You better murder me man, I'm tellin' y'all to kill me
The U N H O L Y, that's what they call me
My last word's is like, "Fuck all y'all, G"

Before I die, I'm takin' muthafuckaz out with me
And when I die the meat wagon's gonna come and get me
My understanding's zero 'cause I'm just a zero
I hear no, I say no, I see no, no evil Yo!

Is I crazy, Is I am, Is I am?
My butcher knife's bloody so fuck a film flam
And 'bout your God, 'bout your God
Your God is money man, in God we trust
The ill rhyme I bust, oh!

I fall into a state, I'm in depression
Playin' me a game of true confessions
I want y'all to know, I want y'all to know
If you grow up in the ghetto
Your understanding's zero