Desultory - Uneven Numbers Lyrics

Can't decrypt this code, can't hear you, you scare me
Repeating history, this silence is deafening
Advancing backwards, still counting, still hoping
Throw it all away, translucent and hollow

Can't give forgiveness now, it's tragic, pathetic
Scribbling figures, no control, I'm in free-fall
No emotions left, just waiting for nothing
Breaking me apart, replaced and forgotten

Once again I'm standing here with nothing
Once again I'm left alone
Once again, can't you feed this sorrow?
Your soul will be standing right next to mine