Cauterize - Killing Me Lyrics

I wonder where you are
Please don't come around tonight
'Cause I can't stand to see you and I don't want to fight

Gimme one more drink
And I swear I think I'll be ready
To make the same mistakes again with you

I finally figured out that you're not coming back
And I'm not going anywhere
You were the one with all the faith
How did you let it slip away?

That's right, I'm blaming this all on you
And the little things you didn't do
We both knew that you were stronger
Could have fought a little longer

You didn't hold it tight enough
You lost your grip and I slipped right through your fingers

No more sleepless nights alone
This bed is better without you
No more waitin' up for calls
I've got nothin' left to say to you

Tell me again about those better days
This silence hurts me more than anything you could say
Broken knuckles, broken heart
I fell in love then fell apart

You tried to run, I tried to hide, still we managed to collide
Fell so hard, matching scars, held you close, felt so far
Hearts beating out of time
You're screaming with no reason and no rhyme

So I will save this last breath for words that I won't scream
I don't feel like dying, but you're killing me

Just when the wounds start healing
You're there to break me open
Watch the blood spill, I'm getting used to this
I'll clean it in the morning

I wonder where you are
Please don't come around tonight
'Cause I can't stand to see you and I don't want to fight

Gimme one more drink
And I swear I think I'll be ready
To make the same mistakes again without you