Blueline Medic - The Cheat Lyrics

It's almost a shock, this lint I keep dusting off, am I here?
Am I being covered up? And after being ripped out
From what little wall space I had found
Small charm that I was for her? I suppose I had to wear off

See our errands slide and through traffic crawl
They're hers more than mine, if they were ever mine at all
But there's nothing I wouldn't do

No trouble is ever too much
I'm as happy as a slave, as I can be in a bed apart
That's why I am here, do you understand?

Hold me, disenchanted as I am
What loyalty won't give me
I'm going to take whatever there is in hell I can
Don't force me

Moralize by all mean philosophies
But if in turning out to be a lengthy term with her
Why say anything at all to her?
A tiny thing is trying to ring, is where, is well I know that

A small indiscretion?
Is it a break in concentration?
I guess there's no nice way to need to say that it ever happened

I can be in this bed apart, was never here understand?
Hold me, bastard that I am
What loyalty will give me

I'm going to get whatever there was in heaven she stopped giving me
Look where loyalty has got me
Why should any pretense of a kind be worth keeping?