Avail - Lombardy St. Lyrics

Lately I've been thinking*
Not about what you said
But what you did If you're behind it
You decide I'll survive
I've been spending time
Looking out instead of in
Gotta keep reminding myself
Begin means end

And I'm walking though the alleys
In the morning and I'm trying
To do some thinking I've gotta
Know this time for sure

Tell me why I'm feeling pressured
Tell me why you feel alright
But still I don't

I caught myself believing
Every word that was said
And that's fine I'll learn
To depend on myself in time

'Cause I've made some quick decisions
That just barely left me with an opinion
Or identity of my own

Tell me why I feel below you

Tell me why you feel alright But still I don't

Would you feel like a stranger
If I turned and walked away?
Would you care if I stayed?
The many times I've been
Through this have I learned
From mistakes I've made?
I may try and if I fall
I'll pick myself up again

I don't want your lines
And I don't want your sympathy
'Cause I'm trying to break old habits
And I want to do that on my own

Tell me why I'm feeling pressured
Tell me why you feel alright
But still I don't