Antichrisis - Trying Not To Breathe Lyrics

Oh, this void inside tears my soul apart
Why did you lie? I lost my faith in you
Once there was purity but now only perfidy and pain
Because you've been untrue

You broke all promises and now
Our love is bound to die
And so am I

I die, suicide
I die, suicide

Lost forever within the debris of my dreams
I put my trust in you
How could you leave me in a lurch after all that I've gone through
What the hell did you do?

Down on my knees I pray
‽Save me, save me, save me, please”
But no hope anymore

I die, suicide
I die, suicide
I die, suicide
I die, suicide

I'm trying not to breathe, I can't stand this anymore
Therefore I'll leave
I'm trying not to breathe and so I'll leave
I'll leave this world behind
Broken by faithlessness of the killing kind
I'm trying not to breathe

Remember when you called my name
I've been always there for you
To me it's more than just a game
I loved you too much and still I do

Now your body's so close to mine
I kiss your lips goodbye
To lie in your arms for a last time
Before I die

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And he dreams of days gone by
Floating down to the other side
A thousand angels cry
Firing squad against the walls of light

Not again another day
Now his love has lost the last stand
Oh, angels, hear him pray
As he's passing away into her hands

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I'm trying not to breathe, I can't stand your loss
Your lies, therefore I'll leave
I'm trying not to breathe and so I try
I try to leave the pain behind
Of treason that, that became the killing kind
I'm trying not to breathe

But you swore you'd love me forever and it was only yesterday
Oh, what have I done to deserve this, am I destiny's fool?
And I hate you and I love you for what you've done to me
Oh shit, why did you leave me in such despair?

I'm trying not to breathe
Though I try so hard to reach the other side
Oh, I'm trying not to breathe
I'm trying not to breathe
No more songs for me to sing because you leave
Oh, I'm trying not to breathe

I'm trying not to breathe
Though I try so hard to reach the other side
Oh, I'm trying not to breathe
I'm trying not to breathe
No more songs for me to sing because you leave
Oh, I'm trying not to breathe

I'm trying not to breathe
I'm trying not to breathe
I'm trying not to breathe
I'm trying not to breathe
I'm trying not to breathe

Now I think I see the light
Goodbye, my love
Oh, I'm trying not to breathe