Addict - Monster Side Lyrics

I am young, but a fool
I am stupid but I'm cool
I am kind, but I'm weak
I can turn the other cheek
All I wanted was to find a friend again, again

I just can't hide my monster side
My monster side
I can't control the loss I feel
The loss I feel

If I had another chance
I would peacefully advance
But as I'm fated to be here
Resigned and ridden by my fear
I should love myself but
My vanity love's someone else

I just can't hide my monster side
My monster side
I can't control the loss I feel
The loss I feel

I am the best there is
Until all there is, is hot air
Unfulfilled I take it out on you
Because you care
And because I love you
I expect you to be there

I just can't hide my monster side
My monster side
I can't control the loss I feel
The loss I feel

I can't abide my monster side
My monster side
But it's an animal I just can't ride
I just can't ride