It’s been a hard 10 years. Do you see me now?. I’ve been struggling right here. And I am so burned out. Don’t take that away from me. It’s all that I have left to hold on to. And honesty died right at my feet. And is breathing slower and slower now. I feel so old and I’ve been here before. My heart is cold and tired. My head screams no, don’t hope anymore. Just let it go. This honest tongue has been a long time coming. Please, God, hold me back now. And I’m glad you never saw a single thing the way that I did. It was all in my head and I was just a stupid kid. And don’t take that away from me. It’s all that I have left to remember. I’ll trade silence for wasted dreams. I just want to fall asleep now. I feel so old and swear I’ve been here before. My heart is frozen lifeless. My head screams no, what’s hope anymore?. Just let it go. So take back every word you said of how you still see me the same. And every thought thats in my head that made me think that I had changed. Replace these feelings that I had with anything that makes some sense. You said in time that I'll be fine but can it get me over this? The heavens scream you’ve been here before. A fool to hope for something more. Just take my hand, I’m shaking scared. But hold me back right here. Just hold me back right here. And hold me back right here. Just hold me back right here.