I'm wavering again, stop in my tracks,
self hate and the usual hesitation.
Heart and mind in imbalance. Turned foe, destroyed confidence.
Raised from scratch, my pride some talent, ever so slight
over-confidence leads to mistakes
it's just about what this wound can take.
?Future dreamt before school's over me,
the kid, yells at us so strong,
he swears, swears, swears, swears
“Hey! What are you doing?! You...!”?
Exactly when did we start getting by
always talking with nothing on our face to show just how we lie?
Honest with myself? I'm a liar!
Searching for a trace of judgment, continue on my way.
Get a strong feeling I'm looking, looking for something, aren't I?
Wanna feel so at peace it's just like I can disappear from here.
The filled flaw doesn't feel sadness you know...